A Helping Hand By MTLBear

Summary : A man calls his old friend (a psychiatrist) and asks to get together to solve a big problem he has … he’s not certain about his sexuality. The psychiatrist is gay and very willing to help his friend out, professionally and personally.

The phone call was unexpected but nice. It had been a little while since I had heard from my childhood friend Rick. We had remained friends all through elementary school, high school and even into college. But when I finally came out to him he started to call me less and less. And then he got married and had two children so … I was very pleased to hear from him last Sunday. It now seemed that his first reaction of disgust many years ago was completely gone … and I was happy for that. He told me that his wife and kids were going to be away the weekend after next for the entire weekend and that he really needed to talk to me about something. He invited me over to his house for Friday night and of course I accepted. How could I turn down the one person I had lusted after my entire life? (Lusted after but NEVER did anything about!) I was a little curious about what he wanted to talk to me about … because since becoming a psychiatrist he had already asked for some free counseling. After helping him get over his parents’ divorce, his mother’s death and his cousin’s suicide … I wasn’t sure what else he could possibly need to talk to me about. I assumed it was marital related since he wanted to see me when his wife was out of town … so Friday night I left the office early and drove out to his suburb trying to think of things to say. (“I’m sure she still loves you.” “Is having sex every day really that important to you ?” “If you don’t think you can afford another child then just tell her no.”) I’m sure he knew I had no expertise in this area … I had been working with gay men for the last five years and he kept teasing me about it. Several times he called out of the blue and asked how all the bears and pretty boys were doing. It finally seemed like he had come to grips with the fact that he DID know someone who was gay and he couldn’t hate us as a group (as I’m sure all of his other male friends did). When I drove into the driveway, my heart started to beat wildly. I don’t know why but just seeing this sexy guy always had that affect on me. He was watering the flowers wearing only very tight shorts. He was sweating and water was dripping from his hair which he had obviously just doused from the hose. If he only knew how many times I had fantasized about seeing his hairy, muscular body looking just like this … but I knew he was probably upset about something so when I got out of the car I put on my best professional somber face and walked over … trying to look everywhere but at his now soaking wet shorts. He looked up and smiled at me. And then for some unknown reason he turned the hose on me and suddenly I too was soaking wet. Soaking wet and angry. “Do you know how much this suit cost me? Why the hell did you do that ? I don’t have a change of clothes, Rick ?” He just showed me his million dollar smile and said “Sorry … you looked hot. And I’m sure I have something you can wear … or you can just walk around naked for all I care. Let’s go inside and get out of these wet things.” Now if this had been a porno film … I would have said that all of his words seemed to have a double meaning. But this was Rick … my married friend who tolerates my being gay because we’ve been friends for so long. And all I could do was follow his amazing wet ass into the house and trying my best not to let my hard on show. He steered me into the spare room, which was made up and went to get some towels as he yelled “Take everything off and hang it in the guest bathroom. There are some clean towels there too. I’ll be right back with something for you to wear.” Again, I could have sworn I had walked into a gay porn video. I took some hangers from the guest bedroom closet and proceeded to remove my clothes and hang them on the shower rod. It was funny … even my underwear had gotten totally soaked. I wrapped a towel around my waist and looked at my suit thinking “Maybe a good dry cleaner could salvage it ?” I was startled out of my thoughts by Rick, now in a towel himself, holding a can of beer in each hand … but with no clothing anywhere. “Here buddy.” he said as he handed me a beer. I was about to ask where my change of clothes was when he said “Let’s go into the living room … it’ll be more comfortable.” And with that he walked out of the guest bathroom. I followed without a word … again trying to put on my best “serious psychiatrist” face. Of course if anyone had walked in on the scene they would have seen two thirty something men, both in pretty good shape walking through the house only in towels. (Unfortunately my towel was sticking out in the front so I had to walk with my hands crossed over my crotch. You try doing that with a beer in your hand!) I was hoping HE was going to find the living room more comfortable … I know I wasn’t. I was going to have to sit across from a man that I had wanted to see just like that for many years. It’s so strange when a fantasy becomes a reality within a few minutes. I was just hoping I was going to be able to be the professional he had come to know when he had asked me for help in the past. At the moment my thoughts were anywhere but on what I had learnt at medical school. He sat on the sofa and I sat on the armchair beside it … just so I wouldn’t have to look across at him directly. I took several deep breaths and looked at the living room bookcase wondering what dull and boring books must be there … with the hope of getting my mind off how HOT this scene was for me. The whole time we had been walking from the guest room he had been chugging his beer and when we sat down he plopped the empty can on the coffee table. I hadn’t even taken a sip … I had been so concerned about my bulge and about spilling beer on it that I had held it in place the entire walk. I now took several big gulps hoping to calm my nerves a little. I was sure Rick would see the lust in my eyes but he didn’t look at me … he just stared out across the living room … away from me and started talking. “So you’re probably wondering why I asked you here. Well I finally decided I need to know something about myself and I figured you were the only person who would understand what I wanted and with hypnosis you would be able to help me know for sure.” Hypnosis ? What ? … is all that came to mind … but I said nothing. “I guess I started to have an inkling when I was young but I knew it was wrong and pushed it out of my mind. Then you came out to me and then my father and my cousin and my mother … all of those things really got me to thinking … and now I just don’t know what to think.” I’m not sure if it was my years of training … or my total confusion that made me keep silent … I was happy I did. “There’s something I never told you about my father leaving or my cousin’s suicide. Thanks again for all the help in both of those areas. But I’m sure you knew when I was talking about both of them that I was holding something back.” He was right … I had known there was something more than just his father walking out on his mother or his favorite cousin’s young death that had bothered him. We had worked on making sure that he didn’t feel guilty about being the cause of either event … but I knew he had been holding something back those many years ago. “Well … I’m ready to tell you now and I’m ready to face my own demon.” As a professional I was pleased to hear him say this … but as a friend I was a bit disappointed. I had always told him he could talk about anything with me … as a friend. I was always going to be there to listen … and now … after all these years … what could he possibly have been hiding from me? “The thing is … the thing is … I need another beer. Do you want one ?” I was surprised to find that my can was empty … I guess I had been so caught up in what he was saying that I hadn’t noticed I was sipping my beer away. “Sure.” I said as once again I watched his amazing ass walk away from me. Some men are just sexy no matter what they do … but some men just ooze sexiness … Rick was one of the latter. I pushed my now rock hard dick between my legs and closed them tight … hoping I would be able to keep it down. I had thought of crossing my legs but the towel was a bit short and instead of hiding things … crossing my legs might have exposed something instead. As he returned with the cans he handed one to me without looking at me … but he did say “You must be working out a lot more than before.” At first I was pleased … I’m always pleased when someone notices my hard work at the gym … but then “PORNO” popped into my head once more and if you can believe it, my dick got even harder forcing me to really squeeze my legs tightly together. He chugged the entire beer and looked out into the living room. “It’s funny I thought this would be easier because it would be to you but even after 6 beer I’m still having trouble getting it out.” SIX beer. He had either chugged a few while he was in the kitchen or he had started long before I got here. My training made me say “Just take a deep breath … relax … and blurt it out. Sometimes that’s the easiest way.” He took two deeps breaths which seemed to relax him a bit more and then said “OK. Here goes. The thing I never told you about my father … or my cousin … was … the thing that has been bothering for many years is … what I want to say is this.” He took another deep breath. “I need you to hypnotize me to find out if I’m gay or not. My father left my mother after 23 years of marriage for another man … my cousin killed himself because he was my aunt and uncle’s only son and when he came out to them they kicked him out of the house … out of their lives and he just couldn’t take it any more. So that got me to thinking … does something like that run in a family. When we were in high school I remember thinking I so wanted to see Mr. Hyslop, our Phys. Ed. Instructor, naked … a few times when we went swimming I looked at your penis and wondered what it would feel like to hold one that big … I stole a copy of Playgirl magazine when I was 17 just because I wanted to see what full grown men looked like … there was no way I would have bought it cuz then people might have thought I was gay … but being gay is bad and wrong and against nature and … I mean that’s what I was taught … but then you told me you were gay and I saw that you had a normal life and I thought maybe what I believed was wrong … but I really love my wife and I love having sex with my wife … and I love my kids … but then I saw that movie “Kinsey” and they talked about how there are many more bi-sexuals out there than anyone ever thought and I realized that maybe I was one of them … and that I could explain that to my wife … that when you and I had sex it was just to satisfy some urge or need that I had but it didn’t mean I didn’t love her … but the thing is I love you too … as a good friend … and lately I’ve been having dreams about you … and I just can’t seem to stop them and I was going to see another doctor but then I told myself that’s stupid … you love the guy … just have sex with the guy and then you’ll know for sure how you feel … but somehow I know that I just can’t do it … have sex with another man that is … even though I really want to try it … so I thought if you hypnotized me into NOT being disgusted by two men having sex … with one of the men being you and the other being me …. then I would have my answer and I could stopping thinking about you and just get on with my life with my wife and kids. That’s all I wanted to say.” That was all ? As I slowly but surely picked my jaw up off the ground … I found I couldn’t look at Rick. He had basically said “I love. Hypno me. Have sex with me.” Something I would have gladly heard from him many years ago. And now that he said it … I’m not sure that I wanted to hear it. He was married. He had kids. I didn’t want to ruin his home life. What if he realizes that he’s not bi-sexual … but gay … and that he wants to leave his wife for me. I don’t think I could live with that. Obviously, his father’s partner had had no problem with it … but I did. I was worried about our friendship. What if by having sex it caused a rift … which I’m sure his wife would encourage. All the feelings I had had just before coming out to him came flooding back … what if he rejects me … would I be able to stand it … not seeing his smiling face. Would the sex be bad or good ? What if it was amazing for me and not so good for him ? I would want more and he would be happy not wanting any. I can’t believe how many emotions were welling up all at once … happiness, anger, joy, arousal … I wasn’t sure I could take it. I finally looked at him and he looked back at me. He said “Please.” and I knew that was it. My body wanted this man so much it hurt. All those years of lusting after him … of unrequited love … were wiped out by his speech. I could have him … sexually. And even more than that … I could control him mentally … with hypnosis. I could make him have the most amazing time of his life … and he trusted me to do it. And to top it all off … after years and years of hypnotizing patients … I was going to be able to use hypnosis in an erotic way … another one of my fantasies come to life. But now the problem was how to get him under. He had that look I had seen so many times before … from patients who so wanted to be hypnotized that they put themselves into what some would call a light trance … ready and willing to go under for the hypnotist. I looked down and saw that my legs had lost the battle and that there was a tent at my crotch and my rock hard dick was the tent pole. When I looked up I saw that Rick was now staring at my tent very intently. And I knew I had him. I whipped off my towel to reveal my 8 inch long and very thick member and started my spiel. “Look at it Rick. This is what you’ve been dreaming about. And now you see it. See how beautiful it looks. But also you can feel the power of it. The power of my hypno dick.” (I know … I was falling into “porno world” … but I couldn’t help myself … he started it.) “It’s as wonderful as you remember when you were young … as entrancing as you imagined it last week. And there’s nothing bad or wrong or evil about looking at it. It actually makes you relax and take more deep breaths … and with each breath your cares and worries and fears all blow away when you exhale. Look at my hypno dick and realize you can’t resist it … no one can. It is powerful and strong and hard and pushes everything else out of your mind. You can’t take your eyes off of it … it makes you happy to look at it … you feel its power. And the longer you stare at it the more relaxed you get … and you will find that your mind is totally relaxed … your body is totally relaxed … nothing is more important than staring at my hypno dick and feeling yourself fall under its spell. You cannot resist any longer. Your eyes are getting tired from staring at the hypno dick … you just want to close them so you can picture it in your mind … because you know it now controls you … you know you must submit to it … and to me. I am going to count from 5 down to 1 and with each number your eyelids will get heavier and heavier. But the image of my hypno dick in your mind will become stronger and stronger until you feel it take complete control of your body, mind and soul. And you know this is what you want … this is what you asked for … this is just a total fulfillment of the request you made to me earlier so you are not afraid of it … it doesn’t disgust you … it doesn’t upset you … in fact it turns you on. Ready for the countdown ?” I had been watching him very closely. He was exhibiting all of the classic signs of someone about to go into trance … his eyes were blinking … his face was relaxed … his shoulders were drooping in relaxation … and he was listening intently to my every word. When, with difficulty, he finally murmured “Yes” I knew I had him. So I continued the induction. “Rick, with every number I want you to take a deep breath … breathing in total and complete relaxation. And then I want you to exhale all of the air out of your lungs and with it I want all of the tension and anxiety and fears and worries that you have about letting me hypnotize you leave your body with that exhale. Let’s begin. FIVE. Take a deep breath and let it fill your body with relaxation and calmness. Now exhale out all of your body’s tension. Good boy. FOUR. Deep breath and falling deep, deep and even deeper into relaxation. Exhale any worries you may have now. THREE. Deep breath in, in, in … filling up your lungs and your body with calmness and obedience. Now exhale any fears you may have and any resistance you may feel to letting me control your thoughts and your body. TWO. Your mind’s eye has created a perfect copy of my hypno dick and every time you think of it, it makes you relax and get turned on. Exhale your old way of thinking and let your mind open to new possibilities for thoughts. ONE. You must close your eyes now because they are so heavy and with that you give up control to me. You know that everything I say while you are in trance is true. Every command I give you while you are under must be followed without question. This is what you asked for and this is what I am giving you. EVERYTHING I SAY IS TRUE AND YOU MUST FOLLOW ALL OF MY ORDERS WITHOUT QUESTION. Is that understood, Rick?” He quickly answered “Yes” and I followed with “Now with each breath you will just keep going deeper and deeper into total relaxation … anxiously awaiting a command from me.” Again I was watching him closely. I was also jerking off like a madman. I was amazed that my dick had remained totally hard for the entire induction. I hadn’t even once grabbed it but now I could. I had just hypnotized one of the hottest, sexiest people I knew at his own request. I had used my dick as the focus to put him under. And now I was so turned on I just had to shoot my load. And that I did. And it was GREAT. I used the towel to clean up the mess and ran to the bathroom to get a replacement. When I returned Rick was slouched over even more and his breathing was fast and deep. I now wanted to see if he was truly as deep as I hoped. “Rick … stand up … remove your towel and start to jerk off thinking of my hypno dick. But you cannot cum unless I tell you.” Hey, I had waited for years to see this I wasn’t going to be testing his trance depth with arm risings or hands sticking together. He promptly stood up, removed his towel and grabbed his dick and started jerking. I was very happy to see he had a very nice dick … not too big ... not too small … just right. And he was sure having fun jerking off in front of me. I didn’t mind the show too much myself. Then I comanded “Freeze Rick.” and his whole body went rigid. “Rick, I am going to wake you from your trance but when you are awake you will find you will continue to remain frozen from the neck down. You will be able to talk … to move your head … to look around … but your body will not budge. Also, you know that from now on … whenever we’re in a safe environment, like now, the first moment you see my hypno dick, you will fall into a trance 10 times deeper than the one you are in. Also, for some reason you won’t be able to remember what has just happened in the last few minutes … why you are frozen … but you will find it very erotic and it won’t bother you at all. Now … ONE, TWO, THREE WAKE UP, Rick!” I had moved behind him and he was standing there for quite a while before he yelled out “Honey, I think I hurt something! I can’t move!” I smiled. “Your wife and kids aren’t here Rick … it’s just us.” He tried to look where I was but his body wouldn’t turn. “What are you doing here ? Why am I naked ? Why can’t I move ?” I laughed. “Rick, old buddy, I just hypnotized you and you seem to be a very good subject. And besides … do you feel bad being like this?” He paused for moment. “No this feels really great … but you couldn’t have hypnotized me already. I haven’t asked you to do it yet.” At this I really smiled. “My friend I have been here for over an hour and you are totally under my control. For example … look at how I’m dressed.” I walked around in front of him and he was just about to say something, when he saw my hard again dick and his eyes closed and he was once again in trance. “Good boy, Rick. You will remain standing but you are no longer frozen. Now Rick, when I wake you up again you will realize I’m the sexiest person you’ve ever seen and you just have to have sex with me. You will take me into the guest room and with my guidance, we will make love for as long as I want. I am now going to say “Dick Power Off” and that means no matter how many times you look at my hypno dick, you will not fall into trance. But the first time you see my hypno dick after I say the phrase “Dick Power On” … you will once again fall into a trance 10 times deeper than the one you are in. ONE, TWO, THREE WAKE UP Rick!” When he looked at me it was amazing. He had such lust in his eyes and he really seemed to want me. He grabbed my hand and led me to the bedroom. We did mostly vanilla/non-penetration sex but just lying next to him was a true dream come true. Also, I think I had thoughts of letting his wife blow me one day … because I commanded him to give me a blowjob the same way she does it … and it blew me away (pun intended.). She must be amazing. After several hours I made him take a shower and I took one myself and we both ended up back in the living room. I woke him up letting him remember everything with a few more commands about not being upset or turned off or disgusted … and then waited to see his reaction. He had the biggest smile on his face as he looked at me. He finally spoke. “Wow, I have really underestimated the power of hypnosis. I truly believed you were sexy and hot and I just had to have sex with you. I am very impressed.” I finally had to ask him the question I was dying to know the answer to “So … have you made any decisions about your sexuality ?” He looked at me and said “What do you mean?” I looked him directly in the eye and said “Are you bi-sexual or not?” He scoffed at that. “No way, man. I’m straight all the way … always have been … always will be.” This comment really confused me. “But you said ..” He smiled that smile “A bunch of bullshit my wife came up with. About a month ago we both finally admitted that we had fantasies about watching the other having sex with a member of the same sex. She told me she’s always found you hot and that if I could get you to have sex with me … then she’d have sex with a lesbian from her office who’s been hitting on her for months. I told her I knew you had the hots for me … I’ve seen you staring at my ass for years … but I wasn’t sure how to do it since for years I’ve avoided you.” Now I was getting mad. “What about your father … your cousin …”. At this he smirked “That was only partially a lie … there was something about both of them that I felt guilty about … I had lent my cousin my hunting rifle and he shot himself by mistake with MY gun. And I had rented a hooker for my father for his 60th birthday and he ran off with her. So no there was no gay stuff in either one … just my guilt.” I was standing there in a towel in total disbelief. But then I said, “Your wife is not going to believe what just happened … so… and she didn’t get to see it!”. Now he was laughing at me. “Are you kidding ? I made up the spare room in more ways than one. There are three cameras pointing at the bed and they were set to turn on based on motion detectors. I knew you wouldn’t let us have sex here in the living room … or in our bedroom … so … I just had to make sure you saw that the spare bedroom was ready for use.” I blew up at this. “You are an asshole. Both you and your wife!” But then he got mad. “Cut the crap hypno boy. You got to have sex with me. The man you’ve drooled over for how many years now ?. I got my rocks off a few times … and I must admit it wasn’t as bad as I thought … and now I’ll be able to watch my wife do it with another woman. Everybody wins. Thanks for the helping hand. Now … my friend … I’m going to get dressed and I suggest you do the same. And take one last look at this fantastic body of mine. Cuz, you’re NEVER going to be seeing it again. I don’t want you coming around my house. You’ll be a bad influence on the kids. As I said … thanks for the helping hand … don’t slam the door on the way out.” “Rick, my friend, there is one thing you seem to be forgetting. My hypno dick …” He looked at me in a way I never thought I would see from a supposed friend … disgust would be putting it mildly. “As if I would fall under its spell again. I have a very strong mind and body. I let that happen once for my wife. I won’t let it happen again.” I smiled as I dropped my towel. “We’ll see about that. DICK POWER ON.” Rick looked up and very quickly fell into a deep trance once more. I ordered him to put new tapes in all of the spare bedroom cameras and turn them on. When he had finished that, I told him to drop his towel, bend over the spare room bed and beg for me to fuck him. I had decided that his wife was going to get the show of her life. And maybe a little trance induction at the end of the tape just for her. Let’s just say we filmed enough for 4 hard core gay porno movies !!! Nobody tricks me and gets away with it … no matter how cute they are ... NOBODY!!! Helping hand my ass!!! (or was that his ass!!!)

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